Mấy ngày trước có đọc ở đâu đó, nói là lúc TTH bị "phong sát", một số fans bị "sốc", chịu không nổi phải tìm bác sĩ tâm lý. Tôi xưa nay không có để ý những chuyện Idol này lắm, nên cũng thấy là lạ... Nhớ hồi xưa mình cũng mê xem cải lương, thích ns Mỹ Châu, mê từng dáng đi từng cái phất tay... nhớ nhà ns MC ở gần chợ Bà Chiểu, có lần đi xe đạp nhìn vào cửa hé thấy một tấm hình to chiếm nguyên cả bức tường luôn, căn nhà rất yên lặng và đơn giản, không nghĩ là nhà của một nghệ sĩ nổi tiếng. .... Nói một hồi lạc đề rồi, thôi vòng lại
Đã qua 13/8, không thấy tin tức gì từ TTH, hay từ team. Các fans có vẻ hơi thấp thỏm. Mình đi sau nên cũng chỉ im lặng đọc tin. Hôm nay có lá thư, chắc là một cô bé, cô viết đọc mà thấy chạm tim, vì tình cảm cô dành cho Idol, thật xúc động.
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367 DAYS….
A Jellyfish describes in very emotional words her feelings and experiences over the last year. I think many of us share similar experiences…
But what it also shows is that we are not alone. That Zhang Zhehan is not alone. He supports us and we support him.
And this relationship is unique.
HZ
ZH
Always!
„August 15, 2022
Thinking back on the 12th of August last year, until his Weibo was closed on the 15th, I didn't say a word on the Internet during this period.
For three days and three nights, I slept less than eight hours in total, and the rest of the days, I been typing and talking to people all the time, and the content of the chat is still there, but I was no longer the courage to flip it through.
I have never left Weibo for a moment, as long as I could keep my eyes open.
I still remember watching his Weibo being taken over, watching his comments in the front row disappear, watching one hot search after another, and watching one contract termination news after another.
I seemed to be calm but was not calm. The friend who was talking to me said, "Miaoer, don't watch it, please don't watch it again." She is a very calm person, and she had a complete breakdown at that time.
She told me that she was dizzy and had heart palpitations and chest tightness. That she might need to go to the hospital.
I couldn't control myself and did not manage not to look, because I still had the last hope in my heart, and I told myself that I couldn't fall down until the last moment.
In fact, these many accusations have also smashed me up and down. I don't know how I persevered without clear evidence. I still remember when I was the most depressed emotionally, I was crying and typing, and I said he was My Asu, how could he be like that?
He is Zhang Zhehan! He is the best person in my heart!
By the time his Weibo was closed, everything had been settled down.
At that time, my tears seemed to have dried up. My passer-by friend carefully sent a message asking me if you were alright. I answered calmly, as expected.
What can I say, I want to say that I hate it, I want to say that my heart hurts so much, I want to say that this world is too unfair, under the bright sky, that it turns black and white, so many people believe the rumors and then many people go crazy together!
I witnessed a cannibalistic carnival with my own eyes, and I personally experienced the injustice of the world. For the first time in my life, I realized what it means to be powerless and what it means to be suffering.
I can't eat, I'm not hungry, I can't sleep, I'm not sleepy, I'm sober every day, I'm so awake that the world is ridiculous, and people who are so awake like me are considered to be crazy.
At that time I thought that my ultimate destination was a mental hospital, and I would be locked up in a concrete forest with a bunch of crazy people, watching the monsters outside the fence pointing at me with contempt and pity, saying, look, that is a lunatic.
Who cares about the joys and sorrows of a lunatic, even the comfort that my best friend gave me was that the next one would be better, and this kind of comfort made me almost immediately jump down the stairs .
It's been a year, and when I look back on these difficult days, I could never have imagined that at that time, he was the one who finally pulled me out of this nightmare. At that time, I would wake up immediately every night as soon as I fell asleep, and then picked up the phone, Looking at the hot search, those dazzling crimes are not the worst. At that time, I was so afraid of seeing his worst news on the hot search.
I had only one hope for him.- that he can live. I begged God to bless him, don't let him think about it, he is still so young, as long as he survives, there is still hope for everything.
Three hundred and sixty-five days, how I came here, I don't remember much anymore. From the time when the sky collapsed and now when the sun is hot, I have experienced the cruelest torture, but it is brighter than before. I often tell myself that no matter how much better the current situation is than last year, never forget that August, and never forget January 16, 2022, when he, with all his strength, extended his hand to me for the first time.
His bleeding hands.
I will always remember my original intention and the reason why I stayed here, not to find a sense of existence, not to gain popularity, nor to take over the speaking rights.
Loving him is my destiny. In order to protect this boy who was reborn out of blood and ashes, I will do everything I can.
How far is eternity, I don't know, but loving him has been engraved in my blood, and I know that my blood will flow for a long, long time.“
#justiceforzzh
#ZhangZhehan
#jellyfish
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ZH
(không hiểu sao IG không thông báo gì cả mà nguồn là từ IG, thần dân rủ nhau vào IG như đi xem... pháo hoa 
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